Friday, January 30, 2009

Raiding is for days that start with T

Mmmmm. I do so love to Raid. We have been trying to get a full clear on Naxx. Got all but that last pesky dragon down. 4 wings! We are doing very well for as long as we have been actually raiding. Raiding isn't just about the bosses...the violence....the healz...and the PHAT LEWTZ!!!!

No...not JUST about those things. It's also about giving Riddle-me-this crap when he fucks up. About him giving me crap when I do (yes, we are the tanks). Its about DPS races. It's about picking up Vice's corpse over and over again. It's about listening to Sleep's accent over vent. About The Professor's patented line of "ok, so what happened there?" It is about all the various quarks and foibles that happen as we spend 4 hours of our lives 2 times a week working as a ten man team.

Socialization. Sad but true, there you have it. WoW may be a game...but it is a game of LIVE people. many who I have come to care a ton about. They brighten my night, make me smile and help me in many ways. I would have no other guild but The Honor Guard. I feel happy and welcome every time I am online with them. They are a great bunch of human beings and a damn fun group to play with.

So yes...its sad, but its still socializing. And the great part is that not a one of us has to leave our houses! Hooray for Vent!!!

Monday, January 26, 2009

Merenwen Oronar

(This is my character history for The Jedi's game. Had to put mine up since Chocoleteer put hers up!)

*Clang* Focus…step left, pivot on your right foot. Block. Left hand needs to be free! Speak the words. Look left. Parry that BLOW! Aim. Let loose the magic. NO! NOT THERE!!!! …damn.

“Take a break.”
I sighed internally and put down my sword. I knew what I should be doing. Franklin knew that I knew this. Dustin leaving has me all flustered. If I can’t concentrate through that distraction, how was I ever going to do this for real?

Franklin moved the obliterated water trough and set back up the target for my ray of frost. He moved to my side and put his hand on my shoulder. “Merenwen,” he said, “if you want to stop training today, I understand.” I shook my head, not trusting my own voice. I stood up and took a deep breath, attempting to focus.

The valley fades. I’m little again and Dustin and I had snuck off. We were supposed to be doing chores, but the fields of poppies near his aunt’s house called to us. We had found a way underground on the east side. We figured it used to be some animals home, long abandoned. To us, it was anything and everything our imaginations wanted it to be. Today, it was the hull of a pirate ship. We each had sticks and we were fighting our way through pirates to rescue the lord’s daughter. We fought together as a team. We always had.

After rescuing the girl, we collapsed in a pile and a fit of giggles. We lay there, catching our breath, my head on his stomach and his arm around me. “Wen?” he asked “We’re going to do this forever, right? I mean, I never want to grow up and be apart. You and me, Wen, its all we need!” I answer with a grin. Dustin’s Saturday speech. Either that or his father is riding him again about his training. He leaned up and was looking for my confirmation. “Yes Dustin. We are the best team ever. You are my best friend!” He laid back down smiling.

I came back to reality and lifted up my sword. I swallowed back the tears that threatened to cloud my vision. It was a dumb childhood fantasy and a silly children’s game. It wasn’t destiny. I looked down at my birthmark for a moment before concentrating again. The bladesingers of the Fenwen forest didn’t always work in pairs. There were plenty who stood alone.

My sword clashed against the shield that Franklin had on his right arm. I spun on my left foot and my sword flew to clash with his. My left hand flew up and I felt the magic pour off my tongue as the ray slammed into the dummy to my left. My blade moved to block Franklin’s down swing and he smiled at me. “Much better, Merenwen, much better.”

After cleaning off my blade and helping to straighten back up the training ground, I found my feet moving me towards home. My mind was spinning and taking me back a few years.
“It’s not my fault!” Dustin cried at me. He was pacing the floor of the shed behind his aunt’s house. I was sitting in the chair, trying to be supportive. “I know that, Dust. It isn’t fair and..” and here I paused. “I’m not sure there is much we can do.” I was trying to put on a brave face. He was responding with anger. “But Wen, we are partners! My father has NO RIGHT!” he slammed his fist down and broke the small table to my left. I closed my eyes and a single tear rolled down my cheek. He fell to his knees in front of me, kissing the tear from my cheek. “I’m so sorry, Wen.” THIS is why I was trying to maintain control. “Dust, you do NOT need to apologize to me. This is not in your control and I’m sorry that I’m effecting you like this.” Comforting ensued. His arms wrapped around me and mine clenched at him and I let it all go.

Once I had composed myself again, I was reluctant to let go of him. Dustin was safe. He was home and he was love. This was the problem. We had hidden our love for years. The Fenwen bladesingers didn’t fall in love. I held up my arm and we pressed our identical birthmarks together. Mirror images of one another’s in the exact same spot. It was supposed to mean that we were paired for life. Not in marriage, but as a team. Love just clouds things and this is why they weren’t going to let us train as a team anymore.

Dustin sighed and pressed his forehead against mine. “They can tell us not to train, but they can’t really stop us, Wen. We are destined to be a team. You are my world and they cannot stop this.” His accent fell on the last three words. It was true. We were far enough in our training to complete it on our own. We would never actually be Fenwen bladesingers, but did that matter enough to lose my Dustin? No.

Within a few weeks, we were on the road. We had what few possessions we needed and we were on our way. Our steps were light. Our eyes met often and our grins mirrored each other’s. We spent our nights under the stars and in each others arm’s. This was our world and we were all we needed.

We made it for two months before they found us. The best two months of my life.

They took Dustin back in shackles. His father had convinced the council that he was the mastermind behind the whole thing. It helped that my parents were bladesingers in very high standing. They were willing to let me return to the fold after a waiting period, of course.

Dustin was not nearly as lucky. Even with his aunt and my cousin standing up for his honor, his father still managed to get the book thrown at him. Elven trials tend to be drawn out, but Dustin’s lasted almost two years. I am glad they weighed it so heavily. I still don’t agree with the verdict. I never will.

Dustin was banished, never to return to the elven lands of the Fenwen. Never to train or become a bladesinger. And most of all, never to see me again. I didn’t even get to say goodbye.

By the time I had arrived home, I had managed to calm myself down and wipe away the tears from my cheeks. All I wanted to do was finish my training and leave. The world had to be better than here. Maybe, just maybe, I could find him.

The first few years out in the world were slightly bearable. My heart was broken and my spirit dim. I took jobs that helped increase my skill, but my heart wasn’t in it.

It was a cold winter night when I entered an Inn in a small human settlement. I moved my cloak from my head and smoothed out my hair as I scanned the room. My eyes met a form and I froze. Right by the fire sat Dustin. His profile was illuminated by the fire and he was staring off into the room. I could tell he was not seeing it.

But a moment past and i rushed to his side. He turned to me and I let out a small gasp. The entire left side of his face was a mass of scars. His beautiful green eye was a hole. The scars moved down his arm and across the edge of his chest. Then it hit me. He only had one eye. A disability that took great skill and determination for a swordsman to overcome. Before me sat a shall of the man my Dustin used to be.

My silent tears matched his own as I covered his face in light kisses. Our arms moved to match our birthmarks, as they always had. People in the Inn saw it to be such a tender, painful moment that all of them looked away.

Dustin would not explain what happened to him. He told me that all that mattered was that I had found him. The rest was in the past anyway. That night was a blur. We were both just so elated to find one another again that nothing else mattered. It wasn’t long until I didn’t even see the scars, just my Dust.

The next few months replaced that time on the road as the best time of my life. We settled down in the small human town. I was content to stay there for the rest of our lives. Dustin began to push me to continue practicing. At first, I was very resistant. I also knew Dustin was not adjusting well to the depth perception loss from his missing eye.

The only arguments we had were over training and destiny. I just wanted to settle down, but in the end, I could not deny Dustin what he wished. I continued my training, with his aid.

The ten years in Rivenvelle went quickly. We were blissfully happy and I was advancing well. Dustin was proud and happy, even though his skill faltered. He took well to just being together. We could of gone on forever and a day just like that. Fate, of course, had other plans.

A war raged through the human lands and soon reached our small town. I tried to insist that Dustin stay behind where he was safe. He would hear none of it. These were his lands too, to protect and fight for.

The army that hit our town was just too much. I managed to take out about one third of their forces before they finally fled. Looking across the sea of bodies that used to be my home, my heart screamed. There was Dustin’s body, impaled to a wall. I ran to him and pulled his cold body down. My world was over.

I spent the next few months causing as much carnage as I possibly could to the army that took my love. I was ruthless in my pursuit of them. It was a big reason that the war actually took a turn.

I buried Dustin in a field of poppies that I planted where our home used to be. Once he was committed to ground, I noticed that my birthmark began to fade. I swore on my blade, then and there, that never again would any elf suffer needlessly when I could control it. This was my fault and I was going to make it as right as I could.

I took Dustin’s last name, Oronar, as a constant memory. I set out into the world to bring honor to him.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

California has come to town!

And yes, we wish he had brought the weather with him, but alas..no. It's still cold. He is here for a whole month (sans 5 days to go and see another close friend) and we are SO grateful to have him home. Yes, I said home. California may LIVE in California but my house is his home.

He brings with him tales. Yes, we should of named California Bard for his tales are always entertaining. The man can spin a yarn extremely well. I never realize how much I miss that ability of his until he shows up on my doorstep once more.

He also brings his own perspective on the boys. It is nice because he doesn't see them for like a year and then he shows up and explains how much progress they have made. Comparing what they did a year ago to what they are doing now..."wow I'm so impressed." then I actually feel like a good Mom and I smile and nod and hug him. Its a good cycle.

We plan LOTS of gaming while he is here. Always a good thing for sure. We played Buffy last night with Smurf and that went well. I had them all stumped with the strange disappearances of third borns. Was a good thing to have that group of brainiacs stumped. Not an easy feat, but one I have become quite good at in the Buffyverse.

Other than that...Captian Huggyface is coming for a visit too. End of semester and he wishes to escape to the Impossible House and spend a few days. Bringing the chikka over on Wednesday as well. Should be a good time as he is always fun to have around.

Oh...and mom has NOT called me. Not even like to say hi, check on the kids. *grins* I'm starting to wonder since I talked to her and SHE was the one who wanted to talk about the "Christmas ordeal" and get things "back to normal". As for me, I am enjoying the silence and peace of not having to deal with her bullshit. Bad? yeah...I'm sure I'll have a spot in Special level of Hell.

*grins* care to join me?

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Mothers and Pink Fairy Pajama'a



so yeah...our family always ends up doing Christmas late. Why, you ask, when YOU are the most organized Christopher Robin on the planet? Because I HATE it. My sister's is mainly delayed due to her. Christmas with the Drama Queen I hate. I'm a horrid daughter. it's her birthday and here I am writing a horrid blog about her. Bully for me.

So, last year, Sis and I decided to do homemade Christmas. We decided to include my mom this year. She started sewing in April. APRIL. You have to understand last year, Sis and I exchanged certificates for favors and cookies and yes, even WoW videos. Sewing to this magnitude was just insane.

So the day comes. We can't avoid it. The Master and I planned it so we could have the least amount of time there. We were picking up the munchkins from them spending a weekend there. We are thinking 20 min, 30 MAX. We arrive and she already has the gifts out and ready. She made us all robes. THIS was the good gift. Robes...big and warm...goodness.

I open the next gift and buried in the tissue paper is something that looks pink. Those of you who know me would know that I AM NOT a pink kind of girl. Hell, Sleepe, who I only know through WoW said the same thing. I scream anti-pink.

I unfold a pair of pink pajama pants that are covered in little cartoon type faeries. I kinda stopped and stared at them, waiting for the "ha ha, isn't that funny" joke gift. But no...not a joke at all. She actually made me pink fairy pajama pants. I said thanks and set them aside.

She starts in on me on if I like them and will I wear them. Those of you that also know me know that I get a monthly allotment of Tact. This, being the end of December, the Tact Bank is empty. I try and be nice and noncommittal and she pushes. I finally say "um...no. I won't wear them." to which she responds, "but no one has to see you." to which, I think I raised my voice here "*I* have to see me!"

I think it got put aside and I choose to open the next gift. It happens to be a purse (and yes, you can scroll down for the picture). This is an extremely ugly purse. I found out later that it was a kit. Someone purposefully put these materials together to intend to make them combined into something someone would actually use. Her comment on it "well its blue...you like blue."




Yeah....riiiiight.

I thanked her for the time spent making it, changed the subject and beat feet. 20 min stay.

week and a half later I do Christmas with my sister. She informs me that my mother may never speak to me again!?! My first thought "Wewt!" My second thought I voiced. it was "why?" She proceeds to explain that she is mad that I don't like her gifts. Because I should love a butt ugly purse and pink pajama pants (which i give to my Sis and she now has a matching pair...).

To make an already long story shorter, she contacts my mom and after some "she said/she said." I'm allowed to call my mom on her birthday (yes, I said allowed) if I really do appreciate the work it took to make it. I grit my teeth and grumble something about not knowing her own damn daughter. I agree to call her. Thinking she will just sweep it under the carpet and let it go.

Silly me!

She launches into "are we going to talk about Christmas?" I inwardly groan and say "yeah, but not today." This phone call I'm not looking forward too. The question I pose to you, dear readers (should there be any left reading at the end of this), is Do I waste tact from the tact bank and just suck it up? or do I speak my mind and stand firm in my appreciation of her presents but that i hate the fact that she never gives me anything that is ME. that I would like?

If you want to leave your comments with my Secretary, she will be happy to file them in order for my perusal hopefully before she calls back.

Monday, January 12, 2009

Rainy days and Monday's always get me....

Smiling. Yes, I know, its not the song...but they do! Rainy days means I don't have to go outside and play in the back yard with the mud and the dirt and the rocks and the bugs (notice I really don't like playing outside. Good thing I have 2 boys who I love very much and will go outside for).

Mondays...I tell everyone that Mondays are my Fridays, which is kind of true. Monday's means school. Monday's means work. Monday's mean routine. When you are IM (hehe..love the acronym) Monday's means you get some time to yourself or sometime to get things done. Ahhhh Monday's, we love you so.

This is not to say that I don't enjoy the extra time with "The Master" on the weekends. I do. But routine is what I and the terrible twosome thrive on. I do like to vary my routine now and again. Sometimes I eat waffles instead of oatmeal. Sometimes I start vacuuming in the basement instead of upstairs. I'm a woman who lives on the edge.

The edge of sanity. Yeah, thats the only edge I live on. Its a fine line between me and crazy town. I like that line. It makes me happy. Somedays I'm not sure which side I'm on...but its a line and its logical and therefore has a special place in my world.

In other news, California is coming to visit. I AM THRILLED! I think he'll be here for like a whole month! I just can't wait. Means tons of gaming, crazy movie fests, late night talks, lots of skyline and larosa's (there goes the 5 pounds i just lost). it'll be fantastic. He's like the girlfriend that isn't a girl....wait...that didn't come out right. Anyway, he's one of my best friends and I'll love having him here for so long.

lets see...its Monday. Check. CA is coming. Check. Upbeat song of the day....



Check.

Thursday, January 08, 2009

Island Living....


I've decided that I am going to make millions of dollars and buy myself an island. A relatively big island, but nice and excluded. One that I can build lots of spaced out homes on and invite the people that I like to spend the winter with me. We'll have a private helicopter that will take us to "the main land" whenever we need to go. We'll have tons of boats and even a small school for the kids. Build in babysitters for every family on call.
what else can we throw in there. Oh yes, a chef in each home. This should be the way everyone I like should get to spend their winter. Though I would have the problem of people sucking up to me to get a spot on Impossible island. hmmm Gonna have to work on that part of it. Oh, and that millions of dollars part. Anyone got any ideas on that one? *laughs*

In other news (yes, WoW news), our guild has entered into Naxx. I'm once again in all my main tanking splendor and loving it. I really do enjoy tanking. I think everyone has their niche in the game. I feel that is mine. Everyone keeps telling me I'm pretty good at it...so I figure I must be. If I sucked, would I be in high demand every night? I think not.
Also on the WoW front, Mischief has left for California for a kid free weekend with his Wifey. Have a fantastic time Mischief! Be sure to get plenty of sun and warmth and....other things. Come back relaxed and happy. You both deserve it!
Another new person that has come into me through WoW and Mischief is Yny. and no its not pronounced "whinny" its pronounced "Yin-ee". I liked his characters name so much its my blog name for him too. He says he makes short character names because he doesn't like to type. I say its because he doesn't want to come up with long names. Yet, Yny is a nice name. He's been a great addition to the wow team and an awesome new friend. Glad Mischief could bring his best friend into the THG fray. Welcome Yny!
The kids are adjusting back to school...kinda. Took em a few days to get back into the swing of things. Of course, they also swung back up to getting up at 630am again. This is not so good. I'm surviving. Even with raiding till midnight. Coffee...coffee is the key to my existence. and music...lots and lots of music.
Other than that...good times, noodle salad. No one that reads THIS blog. (and yes...if you don't get the reference you drive the fail boat). -50 DKP for you!

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

5 Questions

The maven did the 5 questions from a friend of hers and I thought it was a neat idea, so here I am with my five questions from The Maven. I will endeavour to answer each with honesty.

1. What is your favourite thing about being a mom?
I would have to say that not having to miss any of those fantastic moments is my favorite part. Getting to see all the firsts and get all the payment of love, hugs and kisses. Being a part of shaping two beautiful boys into hopefully great men.

2. Complete this thought: "If I ever met George W. Bush in person, I would ask him..."
What kind of drugs his mother did while pregnant. Seriously. Something had to be done while he was in utero for that man to be so fuct in the head!

3. If you could make me into a Starbucks drink, what would I be and why?
You would have to be a soy chai latte. Mainly because they taste fantastic but are low in calories and therefore low in responsibility. Very low maintenance, like your friendship is. The soy and chai are mainly due to you being a health nut ;)

4. If you could change one thing in your life, what would it be?
This one is very easy to answer. I would make my children NOT be autistic. It is the one thing in my life that I have the most trials with. I would even make my own health worse to improve theirs. They would be even more spectacular little men if they didn't have such huge communication issues. They are already so bright.

5. What are the three most influential movies you've seen, and why?

The first would be Boyz in the Hood. It really was an eye opener for me as a young adult. I mean, I lived in a bad neighborhood, but never had anything like this. It was a great movie and story for any who haven't seen it, I highly recommend it. Fantastic movie.
The second one would be Pump up the Volume. Seriously! I saw it in high school and it made me truly embrace my originality and learn to love it and myself for what I stood for.
The last one I would have to say is Garden State. It also was a movie about being true to yourself. Its a lesson I think I've had to learn many times. Plus, that one has a fantastic story line to it.

Here are the rules if you want to participate in 5 Questions.
1. Send me an email saying: ”Interview Me” to sumita69@gmail.com
2. I will respond by emailing you five questions. I get to pick the questions.
3. You can then answer the questions on your blog.
4. You should also post these rules along with an offer to interview anyone else who emails you wanting to be interviewed.
5. Anyone who asks to be interviewed should be sent 5 questions to answer on their blog. I would be nice if the questions were individualized for each blogger.

Monday, December 29, 2008

Honest Scrap Award

I'm not one to normally answer being tagged. but Chocolateer and her 10 honest things about yourself intrigued me. I'm not going to tag 7 other people, but feel free to do this as well. I think it's still a free country.

1. I have NO tact. Ok, if we're being totally honest, I have very little tact. I thank my mother for this fact, because I have even more tact than she does. Everyone who knows me likes to say that I have a monthly tact allowance. Once it is gone, it's gone.

2. I like to consider myself original and artistic. I don't always believe that I am, but I like to think of myself that way. I write bad poetry and ok stories and I play the clarinet passably. I can sing, as long as I have a bucket to carry a tune in. So while I may not be fantastic at these things, I definitely like doing them.

3. I'm addicted to World of Warcraft. The game and the people I play with are so much fun. There aren't many nights that I would rather be doing something other than playing the game with these awesome people. And yes, it can be considered Social. Demented and sad, but social.

4. I'm not a girl. Well, I mean, I have girly parts, but I don't act or think like a girl most of the time. Most people classify my sex by my name. "She's not a girl, shes a _____" Insert my name there. I've tried to think like a girl and I just can't follow their brain patterns. It does not compute with my linear train of thought.

5. In spite of #4, I do actually read some romance novels. Not ALL of them, but I read the Twilight series and I read a few of the supernatural romance authors. Yes...they are romantic, but I also get caught up in the characters. I can honestly say I like the action (and no, not THAT action) scenes better than the drippy love stuff. Hence the supernatural romance books.

6. I am Sexist. Honestly, I am! The problem is that I'm sexist against Women. I apply generalities to them and stereotype them constantly. I think we all tend to downplay things we don't understand. Its not like I don't want women to be able to vote, or get paid more than men. I just think they are over emotional and at most times, predictable in the way that they act. Except when they aren't and then they are kind of crazy. See...I told you!

7. I love my boys. (no, thats not the honest part) When they go to school or to grandma's house I am VERY thankful for the break. While I do love them, they also wear me out and sometimes drive me crazy at times. I don't know what I would do if they didn't sleep well at night.

8. Country and Heavy Metal music are the only types of music I actively hate. Everything else I can, at least, normally find some redeeming quality about it. The lyrics, the beat...something. rarely do I find one of those two types appealing in ANY way.

9. I normally scare children when they first meet me. I'm not sure if its the fact that I'm a 6 foot chick or I give off a crazy Oompa-Loompa vibe, but 9 times out of 10 they don't quite like me at first. Even after becoming a mom, this still happens. I actually think its more the Oompa-Loompa vibe. They just have to realize that Oompa-loompa's are actually fun.

10. Hmm...the last Honest thing about me. Well, at least that I'm posting on this blog. I think I'll have to follow in Chocolateer's footsteps and say I play D&D. Actually I play many RPG's. I find them highly entertaining and love the change to use my imagination while interacting with others. Plus, killin' stuff is just plain cool! Ok, not REAL stuff, but imaginary stuff. It all happens in your head, you see?

So there ya have it. 10 Honest things about me. I'm sure to some, this was not even close to being shocking.

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Ode to Kia-boo

R.I.P Kia Marie Wood Aug 18th, 1996 - Dec 26th 2008
She was a good dog. No, she was a great dog. She never asked for much and always behaved when she was asked too. She was tolerant of small children and loved to have her belly rubbed. She was always looking to please someone in some fashion. We didn't deserve her. We loved her very much and I do hope that she is happy in Doggie heaven, which I know she got into because she was such a wonderful dog. It was an honor to have known and loved you and an honor to be there to see you on your way to the next life. May it be a much better one than this one, for you deserve it, Kia-Boo.

Monday, December 15, 2008

One of my Favorite books

Another excerpt I didn't write...but feel the need to share. This book touched my heart and expanded my mind. Everyone should read it. Everyone's mind needs a bit of opening.

From Illusions… Adventures of a Reluctant Messiah By Richard Bach
(the messiah is leaving and trying to explain it to the many)

And he said unto them, “if a man told God that he wanted most of all to help the suffering world, no matter the price to himself, and God answered and told him what he must do, should the man do as he is told?”

“Of course master!” cried the many “It should be pleasure for him to suffer the tortures of hell itself, should God ask it!”

“No matter what those tortures, nor how difficult the task?”

“Honor to be hanged, glory to be nailed to a tree and burned, it so be that God has asked,” Said they.

“And what would you do,” the master said unto the multitude, “if God spoke directly to your face and said, ‘I command that you be happy in the world, as long as you live’ What would you do then?”

And the multitude was silent, not a voice, not a sound, was heard upon the hillsides, across the valleys where they stood.

And the master said unto the silence, “In the path of our happiness shall we find the learning for which we have chosen this lifetime. So it is that I have learned this day, and choose to leave you now to walk your own path, as you please.”

And he went his way through the crowds and left them and returned to the everyday world of men and machines.

Monday, December 08, 2008

My Frame of Mind

Riddle-Me-This strikes again. This poem strikes a few chords in me. Thanks again, riddle.


Mending Wall

by Robert Frost

Something there is that doesn't love a wall,
That sends the frozen-ground-swell under it,
And spills the upper boulders in the sun;
And makes gaps even two can pass abreast.
The work of hunters is another thing:
I have come after them and made repair
Where they have left not one stone on a stone,
But they would have the rabbit out of hiding,
To please the yelping dogs. The gaps I mean,
No one has seen them made or heard them made,
But at spring mending-time we find them there.
I let my neighbor know beyond the hill;
And on a day we meet to walk the line
And set the wall between us once again.
We keep the wall between us as we go.
To each the boulders that have fallen to each.
And some are loaves and some so nearly balls
We have to use a spell to make them balance:
'Stay where you are until our backs are turned!'
We wear our fingers rough with handling them.
Oh, just another kind of outdoor game,
One on a side. It comes to little more:
There where it is we do not need the wall:
He is all pine and I am apple orchard.
My apple trees will never get across
And eat the cones under his pines, I tell him.
He only says, 'Good fences make good neighbors.'
Spring is the mischief in me, and I wonder
If I could put a notion in his head:
'Why do they make good neighbors? Isn't it
Where there are cows? But here there are no cows.
Before I built a wall I'd ask to know
What I was walling in or walling out,
And to whom I was like to give offense.
Something there is that doesn't love a wall,
That wants it down.' I could say 'Elves' to him,
But it's not elves exactly, and I'd rather
He said it for himself. I see him there
Bringing a stone grasped firmly by the top
In each hand, like an old-stone savage armed.
He moves in darkness as it seems to me,
Not of woods only and the shade of trees.
He will not go behind his father's saying,
And he likes having thought of it so well
He says again, 'Good fences make good neighbors.'

Thursday, December 04, 2008

Top Ten Girl Rules

So one day, long ago, Chocolateer and I were talking about these unspeakable girl rules that are out there. We decided to document, though it is against the rules, said rules for the world to see. I found them last night and was thinking that I should share them with the world. I mean, I don't follow a single rule ON this list...which makes me question my own gender. So many of the women I know do though...so without further introduction:

Top Ten Girl Rules

1. Never openly ask for anything. That would be rude and selfish. Instead whine incessantly about your problems until someone volunteers to help you. (if they don't volunteer to help, be pouty and sullen and gossip about them behind their back for being insensitive)

2. Never tell a person if you are angry at him or her. That's WAY too confrontational. Instead tell everyone else that you are angry, because it's important to vent your feelings. Give the person you are angry with the cold shoulder. If they really care about you, they'll be concerned enough to figure out what's wrong.

3. Be totally derisive toward any activity or characteristic that is typically males, but me mortally offended if anyone makes the slightest potentially negative comment about women. These are enlightened times, after all.

4. Don't confuse issues with the facts of the matter. If you feel one way about something, its completely insensitive and inconsiderate of anyone to try and reason you back to reality.

5. You deserve to spend money on new shoes, clothes, make up, craft supplies, hairdos, manicures, purses and any other personal items. You need these things. Be shocked and argumentative when the man in your life buys a new power tool, fishing rod, or computer upgrade. These boys have to grow up and scale down their toys sometime.

6.When you go to someone to garner sympathy about a difficulty you are having, be hurt and offended if they dare suggest a possible solution to your problem. If they are male, cry and then refuse to tell him why you are crying. Do this in spite of the existence of rule number 1.

7. If a girlfriend or female acquaintance gets a new haircut, dress or is about to embark on a new undertaking in her life, smile and be very supportive. Lie if you must. After all, there will be plenty of opportunity to discuss your real thoughts on the matter behind her back.

8. Your a model of modern feminism, self-confidence and woman power. Anyone suggesting otherwise is obviously trying to pull you down. It is only because you are so fulfilled that you are secure enough to constantly ask "Does my hair look ok?" "Does this dress make me look fat?" "Do these shoes match my outfit?" "Well, what are you going to be wearing?"

9. You are a mature woman, able to discuss and resolve major life issues, run a business, and manage teams of people. Therefore, when dealing with men on a personal basis, remember, sex and tears are your main tools of trade and manipulation.

10. DENY every item on this list. VEHEMENTLY deny that you are, in fact, a girlie girl.

so, from now on...I'm not denying I'm a girlie girl. I'll let everyone judge that for themselves. I will, however, never follow a rule ON this list *grins*

Friday, November 28, 2008

Giving Thanks

Thats what thanksgiving is about...right? giving thanks for everything we have to be thankful for. So in honor of the awesome Chocolateer...here are the top ten reasons I am thankful this year:

10. I'm thankful that money worries are few and not adding to stress.

9. I'm thankful that we will be getting the level 1 waiver soon

8. I'm thankful that, overall, the kids physical health isn't all that bad.

7. I'm thankful I don't have the stomach bug and hope it stays away from my house.

6. I'm thankful that I have such a great game as WoW to play every night and that the people I play with are so damn fun.

5. I'm thankful that my stress isn't as bad as it could be.

4. I'm thankful that my children sleep at night.

3. I'm thankful for all the close friends I have and hope that they stay close...always.

2. I'm thankful for my husband and all his many great qualities.

and last, but not least...

1. I'm thankful for the many ways my children, despite the fact that they cannot speak, have still found to communicate just how much they love me.

Happy thanksgiving to all! (even you crazy Canadians who have it in October)

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Long Lost Friends Found

For those of you who don't have it..I highly recommend joining Facebook . It is a fantastic site to find people. For those who don't want to be found, yeah...stay away from it. The Maven recruited me to her cult there over a year ago. I was skeptical and really didn't need another Mommaville (*shudder*) but I decided to try. And I'm thankful I did.

I found Mischief there. Recently Both Billy's-Sister and The Vampire found me. Just a few days ago, so did Sunshine-Girl. Mischief you all know. Billy's-Sister. We call her that because at one time I was hopelessly head over heals in lust with her older brother Billy. We dated for a time, and he was SUCH the "bad-boy". I got over him, but my friendship with his sister lasted. The Vampire...boy did I have the BIGGEST crush on him in high school. I got over that too, but I call him The Vampire because I always thought he would of made a great one. Should I ever get bitten and give up my immortal soul, I'm finding him to turn him as well. Guess he better watch out *grins*.

last, but certainly NOT least, is Sunshine-girl. Sunshine-girl and I were friends in the fourth grade. We were BEST friends in the fourth grade at Sands Montessori. Sunshine-girls family moved to Florida that summer. I was heart broken. At first, we wrote letters. That lasted until Sunshine-girl talked her parents into flying me down there for a week. My mom helped with half the cost and I got to go see my Best Friend! I was thrilled. We went to Disney world, bush gardens, the beach, the pool....it was great! Sure, I was homesick, but it was a fantastic time. I won't embarrass her by posting the pics I still have of that trip. OK...actually...I won't embarrass myself. She was gorgeous.

So I went home and I think we stayed in contact for a very short while after. Not long though. I think I always regretted that. She was a great friend.

I log into facebook the other day and who do I see adding me as a friend but Sunshine-Girl! I was thrilled. Nice to know we still have some things in common after...jeez...25 years! wow..thats a long time. So hats off to Sunshine-Girl and her wonderful husband and beautiful little girl. I wish her all the luck and look forward to seeing pictures of the new little on in April. Glad to have the sunshine back in my life again!

And, since I've started a trend with Music, here is a song that makes me think of "good times, noodle salad.." (quote from As Good As it Gets)

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Me

So I heard this on the radio the other day and it SO fits me...so here you have it:


Friday, November 21, 2008

Normal

Ok, so as you can tell, I've been talking a lot to Riddle-Me-This...though I need to stop mentioning him for I fear I am just adding to his extreme Ego. His head will soon be way too big to fit through any normal door. Mischief, though, also attested to the fact that there is no real answer to this question:
WHAT IS NORMAL?

There is no "normal". So in honor of that...and how Wierd I am, I have a few things to share:

The first is a poem. It was written by a really good friend of mine from my Senior year in high school, Tom Ruthman. People said we looked like brother and sister, I could never see it. He was still, a very good friend. And not a half bad poet:

I Was Normal...By TR

The other night
I had a terrible dream
And when I awoke
I woke with a scream
On my lips
Cold sweat pours
Salt water stiinging
The open sores
Which are
My eyes
See terror
My reflection of
The night just past
Went by so fast
What I saw
So horrible
In my dream
I was normal

The second being an Avril Lavigne song. I'm not a huge fan of Avril, but this one SO fits my mood and topic. The video I WANTED to enbed is here, but the enbedding has been disabled...so you can go watch if you like: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=igVme-Ti8-k )



So there ya have it. Those are my deep thoughts stolen on a Friday morning. Go out there...live...breathe...smile....and be LESS than Normal. Normal is SO overrated!

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Overwhelmed

"You can be overwhelmed...you can be underwhelmed...can you ever just be whelmed?"
-Chastity from 10 Things I Hate About You

For the past few weeks I have just been overwhelmed. Overwhelmed with kids, with life, with responsibility. They say, "When life gives you lemons, just say 'Fuck the lemons,' and bail." (surf instructor in Forgetting Sarah Marshall). Thats pretty much what I felt like doing. Fuck the lemons and get me outa here. None of this lemonaide crap. No pollyanna. Just get me out of here.

But as you can see, I'm still here. I didn't leave...I didn't take off...I'm still here. Things are a bit better now and I can see the lemonaide there on the counter. I still refuse to believe its actually there, but at least I can look at it every now and then.

Yes...my deep thoughts are about lemons and lemonaide. And yes, I'm starting to believe I must be crazy. But...as Riddle-Me-This says, "were all a little crazy". I guess i'm a more "little crazy" than others. Most of my friends would agree.

I'll leave you with my favorite song of the month:

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

All the OTHER little minions







Ok, since naming Riddle-Me-This, everyone else is asking for THEIR blog name too. Who knew I was ever so popular? Well, I'm not..just look at the comments and they will tell you that I am the ONLY one reading this Blog.

So theres Riddle-Me-This who you all know about from my other post. The there is the formerly known as Chancey who is now named Mercurial. Shes been around a while and I thought she needed a name change ;)

Then there is Pounce. Pounce lives in Wilmington and plays WoW with me. His OP Druid and I tank ZA. Pounce is named Pounce because that is what he emotes in game when he sees me.

Peaches. Peaches has a great story behind his name. However, I'm not sure Peaches would appreciate me sharing his wife's peaches story. So you'll just have to be curious or ask the Warlock himself in WoW *grins*

The there is Giggles. Giggles is another druid, yet a healer this time. Giggles has a fantastic accent and the most lovable laugh I've ever heard. I want to record this laugh and play it as my IM tone on my phone. It cracks me up every time I hear it.
Sleeps! Can't forget Sleeps!!! Sleeps is also a druid...and a shamen. Eitherway, hes sleeps to me! SO much fun and a fantastic voice. I WUV my sleeps!
Mischief. Who hates that I call him such, because he calls me Trouble. He was mentioned before http://impossible-mom.blogspot.com/2007/09/mischief-and-coffee.html in that post.

Last but not least is the Professor. There are actually two of these, but one will be known as English professor and the other as THE professor. English is great at writing and in fact wrote a guild only quest for us. Its fantastic. THE Professor is one of our raid leaders and his sense of humor never fails to amuse me. We get along fantastically.

So there you have it. Some of the people who stand out to me in that life I call a game. Hmm...strike that and possibly reverse it? *grins* Possibly.

Saturday, November 08, 2008

Riddle-Me-This


Batman! No, actually its not all about the riddler, but I couldn't resist the cool art work ;). It's actually about a new friend and his great new blog name. Yes, I am calling him Riddle-Me-This. No, he's not a huge batman fan...that I know of. The name in itself has a bit of a story, hence the blog post.
Well, you don't expect me to tell a story without starting at the beginning hmm? If so, you should go elsewhere. If you want more long, drawn out stories, but still entertaining, hit up The Maven. *grins*
So "The Master" (yes that is what I call my husband. for those who don't know why, its not because of the reason you think. Its due to the fact that hes a good DM) moved to a different department at work. Now mind you, this was a little while back. for a bit, no comments. Then he started talking about this guy at work. "Riddle-Me-This" said this and "Riddle-Me-This" said that. Then Riddle-Me-This plays WoW and is going to move a character to our server. More WoW players is always a good thing.
No big. He comes on over to the server and hes fun and all. We talk, its cool. More we talk, the more we get along. I start to see what all the fuss is about. I meet the two for lunch one day and this is definitely a guy i can hang with.
Im's start...were chatting up a storm and I start to realize something... He is REALLY good at explaining things. I start asking him for explinations on stuff and he puts it in words that just match my brain! Its like...hes my own encylopedia, written for ME!
Ok, thats not all, we both love talking music too. And we joke and have fun. But he really is good at breaking things down for me. I like it. So thats why I'm calling him "Riddle-Me-This". It fits him. This is his shout out for being so cool. He also does a great podcast for anyone who who would care to listen. http://www.monstercloset.net/
So, Riddle...thanks for working with my husband and for every smile that you give me every day. Your a great guy!

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Music for the Soul

They say that music is good for the soul. Whoever "they" are, I'm starting to think they are right. I decided I want to get back into playing my clarinet. I miss it. I used to adore picking it up everyday and it just kinda got lost in the shuffle of life. what I also used to adore was music theory class. We had some borders coupons and gift certificates. So, while The Master got Wolverine's start in life graphic novel (which I'm sure is very good), I got this.

I remember that small little theory class (it was theory 4 I think) and the 6 of us with our teacher who looked like a 6'2" Albert Einstein. I had SUCH a good time talking and writing and having brad play it all on the piano. It was just...awesome. I miss it, but I also don't remember much of the actual theory. So...hence the refresher book.

lets hope it does my soul some good. My smile could use a polish and a shine these days. So i think that next week, I will break out the ole clarinet and play me some stand by me theme music. Then curl up in a chair and figure out how to write music to all these words in my head. Not that I can sing ANY of it...mind you. I do have a few friends who can belt out some notes...maybe they can help me with that part. You carry the tune, I'll carry mine...in a bucket.